Wednesday, May 05, 2004
mooooooooooooooo
i am cow. hear me moo.
i weigh twice as much as u.
n i look good on the bbq.
(just coz i look hideous in pics)
Monday, May 03, 2004
my hse has never been this clean n tidy b4.
not even for cny, i think.
some valuer from the bank is coming betwn 3 to 4 today.
so in order to get a higher valuation, my mom forced us to clean up the hse.
*scrubs floor, brushes shoes, feeds cow, tidies room.
(n i simply hate packing n cleaning. *groans)
over the wkend, ive met some of the worst pple -- selfish n individualistic.
however, i let it all get into me.
n i turned into someone ugly as well.
yes, they have won the battle.
(i really shldnt havent done wat i did. i shld have been beyond all those. guess im human afterall.)
i am ashamed of myself, my behaviour.
there is much for me to learn.
i need to find a way, to rise above it all
n become a better human being.
its been an interesting learning process all this while.
as much as they (in general) lack the initiative, as much as they needed to b told how,what, when n where to do every single little thing,
ive realised that the non-chi have been pulling their weight
its the chi, that has let me down. badly.
besides lineng, the leader, give me one capable chi to work w.
the rest r simply an incompetent bunch who r too wimpy to carry a couple of drinks n take a little brisk walk.
ive apologised to the ger.
but not to the boy.
the ger wasnt in the wrong, just unlucky enough to b in the wrong place at the wrong time.
i recommend chi boys to stay out of my sight for the time being.
till they have learnt.
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caught 5 films in all.
too lazy to review the last 3.
so quickly..... (most prob no one wld read this. but its for my own future reference, when im 83 n old n balding, i would want to read wat i had written when i was 22 to laugh at my clumsy sentence construction n pretentious commenting.)
'hukkle' (hiccup in hungarian) was excellent. great camera angles, saturated colours, interesting soundscape (like dancer in the dark, incorporating daily sounds), paying great attention to details (ie, the lock in the car being ejected b4 the door opens or the slow crawl of the ladybird along the tip of a shepherd's fingers.), n lastly, the movie contains no dialogue (therefore no language barrier. n ability to cut cost by not employing someone to work on the subtitles) n no plot. *smiles. ('easy on my brain' one might say abt the film.)
on the other hand, 'a thousand months' was a disappointment. i don't know wats the big hooha abt the slow moroccan film. maybe im too dense to understand it. n neither did i enjoy 'father n son'. it was too hormoerotic n i spent 3/4 of the time figuring out the closeness of their r/s. (father n 20 yr old son were topless in opening sc, son was seen caressing dad's chest. or, another sc where the son was seen standing v close to dad n caressing his face b4 touching his own n commenting on how diff they r, or asking his dad to remarry n his dad being touched by the seemingly simplicity of the remark. *barfs) it was simply too much for my narrow minded brain to handle. had to go to the loo (n no, its not to touch myself) halfway thru the show.
----joraffe----
