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Saturday, March 08, 2003

u know those beautiful helium-filled balloons?
so brightly coloured? in shimmering silver?
held tightly in the palm of an old man?
in an amusement park with an old carousel spinning round n round?
im one of those. *smiles* (the balloons i mean, not the carousel)
except that mine is the sort that the helium has leaked a little
so im neither up up n away nor bouncing along the ground.
just stuck; not here, not there.
im not sure wat am i waiting for.
to watch all the helium leak out of me n lie there deflated n tarnished?
or hope that some little kid would take pity on me n refill me with helium so that i can restore my gd looks?
i dont know.
i dont know.
i dont know.
so pls, i pretty pray, just let me float around a little longer.

1 ger breaks up, 10 of us on rotational shift over the past few days to look after her.
all 10 came down in full force last nite n stayed over together.
she was alternating between puking n crying.
by the time she was done,
we were all so worn out
but we didnt have enough beds to zzz
so 4 of us stayed up to play mahjong.
finally, a kind guy was willing to drive me home at 7am.
came home n found out something very unpleasant.
so i think i shall just sleep it off

no one dares disturb my zzz!
*growls*
tom would b another long day as ive volunteered to pei the ger.

Friday, March 07, 2003

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this is the irritating sound of a car alarm that has been going on for the past 15 mins. wonder how long more must i put up with this torture. i cant zzz! so annoying. y cant the car owner switch it off? looked out of win to figure out the source of the alarm. had an overwhelming urge to bash the car into pieces. im behaving like a total grouch now n im not ashamed of it. grrrrrrr. i need my zzz.

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In the desperate attempt to get me to attend my 1st n last ball,
My frenz agreed to my insane demand
------ to find me a ger who will take me to the ball.

Ive given them a checklist
1) have long hair
2) be well-mannered
3) can understand my Singaporean English
4) loves to have a gd laugh
5) be a looker (both face n body)
6) not homophobic
7) be roughly my age

(sounds like my housemate.)

I'm pretty excited about their recommendations.
I shall go n tailor a suit tomolo.
Who knoes, i might be very lucky that nite.

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

woke up this morning
n unpacked my suitcase.
suddenly, it hit me!
im back in spore.
boy oh boy, it sure feels gd.
yay yay yay yay yay
but that excitement didnt last for long
as i realised that i never bring my hp charger n digicam
(its always my secret fear that i left out my electronics)

but anyway...2 secs later.. i knew i was dreaming.
snore.
i shld just go back to sleep.
i want to remain in sin.
sobs.

cup of tea anyone?

Monday, March 03, 2003

*lites a cig n puts it uprite, facing australia*
happy bday larp.
(larp is my housemate's bf)

he is now 23.
n his bday falls on 030303.
n it is their 3rd yr anniversary.
pretty coincidence.
my housemate told him to buy 4D.

Sunday, March 02, 2003

top 10 ways of knowing if u have gained PR status in ur fren's house:

u have a spare toothbrush
u have not just 1 extra set of clothes but a haversack full.
u keep a pair of specs there for just in case.
u stock up on ur fave brand of tea n maggie mee.
u know how to operate all their electronics; cable, dvd player, vcd player, tape recorder, playstation n hifi.
u have ur assigned bed that no one else occupies.
u know where is the main switch in case of blackouts.
u know where r the toilet paper kept.
u start to vacumm n clean up the house.
u begin to invite people over to their place.




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