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Saturday, January 04, 2003

here's the weather forecast over the weekend according to BBC.co.uk

Saturday, 4th January 2003
A good deal of dry and sunny weather is expected today, but there will be a few snow showers and it will remain very cold despite the sunshine. Winds will be light northerly, and temperatures will only rise to a maximum of 2C/36F.

This evening
The evening and night will be mostly dry, clear and very cold with a widespread severe frost, and ice on untreated roads. Further mainly light snow showers are likely towards the end of the night. Minimum temperature -5C/23F.

Outlook for Tomorrow
There may be a few light snow showers on Sunday morning, but much of the day will be dry and bright with sunny spells, and light northeasterly winds. It will be another cold day with temperatures only just rising above freezing during the middle of the day. Maximum 1C/34F.

Outlook for Monday
Freezing fog is likely to persist through much of the morning, but it will be a little brighter in the afternoon. Continuing very cold with a 40% chance of a light snow shower, and another sharp overnight frost.

only in uk are u able to get sun, snow, fog, rain n frost all in one day.
machiam severe mood swings.

Thursday, January 02, 2003

(He, in loin cloth covering his pte parts, with 4 limbs in a harness hanging from the ceiling.)

(harness is randomly rotating in either directions, wherever the wind feels like blowing.)
(sticky colourless substance is dripping from his body, making a sickening 'plop' when it hits the ground.)

(aud enters to find a chalk circle ard him with candles in 4 str8 lines leading from the circumference of the circle.)

('thud- thud' heartbeats r softly heard.)

(He opens his eyes, left then rite.)
(tilts his head first left n then rite, checks out his surroundings warily.)
(He seems pleased with what he sees.)

(He stretches his left leg awkwardly in slow-mo, as if he had never used his limbs b4.)
(He slowly rotates his left foot, expanding n curling his toes n does the same to his rite arm.)
(He is now balanced precariously in mid air.)
(He seems abit fearful, glancing towards the floor, trying to gauge the ht.)
(He looks at his surroundings again, thinking)
(He makes up his mind after much difficulity n removes his rite leg.)
(His rite arm immediately graps onto the harness for added support.)
(He estimates the drop he needs to make.)
(He takes a deep breathe b4 releasing his left arm from the last loop n dropping himself in one swift motion.)
(He falls down in a messy heap.)

(one weak groan emitted from somewhere deep in his tummy.)
('thud thud', heart beat sounds are stronger now.)

(He gathers himself into a sitting position)
(He looks around n is tempted to explore)
(He sniffs to smell the air.)
(He stands gingerly on his 2 feet.)
(He takes a small step to test the ground)
(He begins to slowly explore his body, testing their movements and what he can do with them.)

------------- dance of self exploration done by actor-------------------

(He enjoys his body and his world.)
(He is excited to see more.)
(His eyes have lil fires im them)
(His walk has a lil spring in them)


(He walks towards the circumference, each step he takes, he stands up straighter n emits a more confidence air.)
(He reaches the circumference, only to find that he is unable to go beyond it)
(He raises both palms in front of him, to make contact with the aud n realises that there is an invisible wall ahead)
(He starts walking along the circumference of the wall, trailing his rite fingers along the wall)
(He then understands to his horror that he is bounded by the wall)

(He takes a step back, looks up)
(He makes a leap, tries to grap the top, n upon failing to do so, falls gracefully like a kitten to his left)
(He repeats his jump all along the wall, jumping higher n falling harder till he is back to his original spot)
(He has lost all his gracefullness by this time.)
(He shows signs of frustration)

('thudthudthudthudthudthud' heartbeats in a frenzy)

-------------- dance of grotesqueness by actor -----------------------

(He looks despairinly around, the harness being the only thing within the circle)
(He fixes his eyes n walks to the harness, recalling the peace n calmness he experience while he was in it.)
(He takes a last look around before putting the loop around his neck and letting his legs go limp)

('thud thud', heart beat sounds goes weak before a deafening silence)

life's like that.
we spend all our time, trying to get out of our mother's womb.
kicking n crawling our way out.
cant wait to get our little fingers on those weird looking stuff
but at the end of it all,
the world aint wat we thot or made out to be
n then, we spend the rest of our life, trying to get back into the warm n soothing haven

ever receieved a xmas card n felt like tearing it up?

i did.



Wednesday, January 01, 2003

im now well n truly fucked.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
my lappy is totally fucked up
seriously sick
sent it for various virus scan
n they all show the same msg
'u have no virus. congrats'
wtf. if thats the case
then how come 1/2 of the keys on the keyboard cant be used?
how come i cant press the 'enter' key?
how come the lappy will type nonsense by itself?
i really dont get it.
ran out to buy the cheapest lappy avail
now im stuck w a big, fat, black n ugly IBM one.
now, i got to transfer all the files
(hopefully ive not lost any info)
now, i got to redl every single application
best of all, all the info regarding my exams r inside the old one.
i really dont know wat to do with it now.
if only this happened after my exams
fuck lah.
30,000 files in my old lap to b transferred to my new one
from essays to songs n pictures.
wtf.
i dont even have some of the installtion disks that i need for my extra drives.
ok. i dont know wat im typing
mind is in a big mess.

Tuesday, December 31, 2002

*Reflections for the New Year, 2003*

1) one shld never stay away from home during the hol period.

2) one shld never be far from close frenz.

3) one shld never stay in a cold n wet place.

4) one shld never think abt the past or wat-could-have-beens.

to mark the beginning of a new yr,
ive changed the blog to fit my mood
just look at the discarded bicycle
standing uprite in a sea of depressing pinky-purple
calling out for its owner to ride on him again.
shops lining the rite occupied for ages,
n the road leading ur eye to the center of the pic,
stands 3 figures, the human touch
so near yet to far.

ps: this is act one of my fave pics of france.
was walking along the strs with my jie when i spied the bike
thot it made a gd pic. grin.

Monday, December 30, 2002

*wide smile on face*
fren went to my house (in spore) yest.
she saw my doggy n msged me.
' rascal is so big now n looks so diff. looks like a terrier.
but still very energetic n loves to bite the rug n shake her head furiously
shes so adorable.'
but my stupid fren forgot to bring her digicam
dammit. i miss my dog so much
havent seen a single pic of her since i left spore
asked my dad, bro n fren to take pics
but they didnt.
btw, rascal is a female dog. but doesnt behave like one
shes abt 4 mths old now.
a mix betwn a spitz n a cocker spaniel

one thing about uk is their excellent refund policy.
very consumer protective.
u can buy anything n everything
n shld u not be satisfied with ur purchase,
u can return it with no questions asked within 21 days
my frenz n i spotted a loophole
so we went out n bought s650 worth of dvds.
bought shows like, 007, basketball diaries, the exorcist,
a hard days nite, the piano teacher (french flick)
after watching all the shows,
we returned them back to the shops,
unwrapped n used
but simply lied that we bought our dvd machine from china
n it was unable to play all the dvds.
grin.
perfect.
imagine watching all the shows uve ever wanted
without paying a single cent.
cool.
n they got a wider collection than my local dvd rental store.

lets see, for this holiday,
the things that ive done,
on a weekly average,

-- watch 60 vcds.
-- spend 24 hrs at home.
-- eat 5 kg of oranges.
-- consume 2 cancer packs.
-- lose 1kg in weight.
-- spend 0 mins on studying.

wat a boring hols. everything can be put down in numbers.


----joraffe----







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